Currently Reading Wal-Mart : The High Cost of Low Price By Greg Spotts see related

So... I think I got hired at Wal-Mart... overnight stocking. I am actually excited about it because I put in my application and got called for an interview the next morning.  Aaron and I desperately needed me to find a job or else we would be eating Ramen noodles for the next six months and walking everywhere we needed to go. The only weird thing is that I don't know any girls who have ever done stocking and I'm afraid I won't be strong enough. What if I have to stock the kitty litter or something? : ) Hopefully I'll be able to stay awake too. Wish me luck!!!

Well it's been like a million and a half years since I have updated... I have been sitting in my dungeon of an 'apartment' for like a week with the blinds closed. Aaron and I now live in Boyd (the married dorms) and I look both ways before leaving the house because I think someone might see me. It is so tiny, but we are kind of adjusting. I barely get dressed and taking a shower seems like a chore (espesially since the hottest the water gets in the shower is luke warm). But  now I am sitting in CBC's computer lab with all the 'hard working' students and taking up a computer someone could be using to do homework. I had to walk across campus to get to the lab and realized that I can't even fake fitting in. I had a "GIANT Coloring and Activity Book" from Wal-Mart (it has a giant bee and flowers on the front) and was holding it like students hold their folders and books. I was going to walk to Maranatha nursing home to go and visit Cynthia (my former 'client') and take her the coloring book as a surprise. Anyway, so I am basically letting myself go down the crapper. We eat hot dogs and macarroni, cheetos, pringles, candy bars, ice cream, and etc. and I sit on my butt all day. Everyday I plan on going to the gym to workout and then come home and get dressed up so that I can go and find a new job. But everyday, I wake up and realize I have only one pair of jeans that fit and they are ripped. So I just never want to get dressed. Sorry that I haven't had an entry in months and then this is what I write. Oh well... it can only get better (hopefully). At least I have Aaron to bring down with me (just joking), but I really am glad that I have him to be with. I just don't know what I would do without him. He has been so great through all of this.